
I have sat many places before this...
I dont know what or really have the words to say
except that in this i am living and without it, it
would be hard for me to really go on...
I could sit here and say a woman has me on the
verge of this feeling but at the same time, i dont
really know if she does...
She will continually be anonymous until her manifest
is right in front of me, making lions roar together
amidst the crowds of onlookers...
Dont mistake this for me being in love,
this is a feeling like deja vu...
I know/known her before without
a single meeting...
this is only a wish to love this person
i feel its a permission thing and would
never take it unless she said so, and
she would feel the same... as of now
she has become a great friend, listener
talker, outlet, a dream of sorts...
So my question to you all is...
what do you do if you have found the perfect person
without really having the perfect person...?
she also being a rolling stone,
capable of being your everything
though also capable of being what
everything seems to be...
there are no coincidences,
God directed doors...
Its just what you do with the
the doors put in front of you
when everything is saying thats
the right way to go...
-Joon